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Posted by DreamsBellArt - 3 days ago


This is the longest injury ive ever had, and the longest i've gone without being able to create new art. it has felt like living a waking nightmare for 7 months now.

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Through many doctor visits i cant afford and different prescriptions i cant afford and a newfound dedication to my health, i've started to feel a little less pain in my arms so i can draw a little bit now, more than nothing.

Will i heal soon?

Who knows?

however i am going to continue limiting my movement until i can heal so that i dont damage myself further.

It has been nothing but agony for half a year, and i'm doing all i can to distract myself so i dont lose my mind.


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In other news, these past months i havent had much i'm able to do with my limited abilities aside from take walks and watch videos, so i've tried to watch a couple of older anime that ive had my eye on for a long time.

here are my unformatted reviews:


The first was Heavy Metal L-gaim (1984)

I've heard it was a pretty groundbreaking and innovative early mecha anime so ive always wanted to see it. It was about 54 episodes i think so it took me a while to get through (but thats a good thing since i need to kill lots of time.) I enjoyed it a lot. The plot was something i expect from the time period it was made in, with a very 80s mindset and plenty of aspects that wouldnt age well by modern standards so consider that if youre sensitive and planning on checking it out. There were also a handful of episodes in the middle where they started to throw in random nudity as a punchline to jokes which was out of nowhere and didnt fit the vibe of the show. unsure why, but no matter. There was a surprising amount of comedy with the characters, and i found plenty of it to be funny and enjoyable, especially the rival character Gavlet Gablae- who is basically the 80s anime equivalent of Rouxles Kaard from Deltarune, its very bizarre but funny.

the animation was about as good as you could ask for from something of that era as well. The color schemes of the characters and machines were very pleasing. Many fight scenes had very striking panel cut-in shots with characters faces while the mechs fight, which I thought looked incredible- I really appreciated those when it happened. There were a lot of well-drawn scenes when something important happened, and some pretty impactful scenes with the characters. I also really liked that every episode ended with a stinger image showing a new character or mech you haven't seen yet, and text on screen typing out things like "NEXT HEAVY METAL: G-ROON" to get you intrigued for the next episode. That was very unique to me.

The dialogue was well-written and there were a lot of memorable lines that will stay with me. I realized once starting the 2nd half of the anime when Mk.II shows up that this was the mecha designer who did the mechs for Five Star Stories, which was a pleasant surprise since i've always loved those. The final 5 or so episodes were an incredible close to the story and so bombastic. The two opening theme songs are also extremely good.


The second thing i watched was Corrector Yui (1999)

I saw the opening to this anime a long time ago and i was intrigued by the designs, so i took the dive and really loved the first episode. The premise of a magical girl show taking place in cyberspace and her acting as an antivirus to fight virus enemies was very neat and the settings and designs were reminiscent of a lot of videogames that i loved from around the millennium like Megaman Battle Network and Mischief Makers, so i was excited to watch more of it.

I got through 6 episodes before stopping. I was disappointed to find that it was a pretty standard magical girl affair for plots and very formulaic each episode, which normally doesnt bother me too much, but this one just didnt snag me for some reason. Moreover the animation quality took a noticeable dive after the first episode, with a lot of characters constantly appearing very off-model in most scenes. Its a shame because the character designs are top-notch, and the colors and backgrounds and settings/setpieces are gorgeous.

Also the music was done by Kenji Kawai, who is one of my favorite composers! However, his music doesnt stand out too much in this one unfortunately. only the transformation theme song sounded like the work he's known for. i just couldn't get into the show, maybe it was meant for a younger audience? i just felt that it was too simplistic in its story maybe. Perhaps it gets better later on? maybe i'll try and go back someday to watch more, time will tell.


Those are the only notable old things ive watched lately I think, though i always have more on my list that i want to watch someday. thanks for reading.


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Posted by DreamsBellArt - February 15th, 2025


im barely able to type much so i will have to take this slow and not say very much.

my hands and arm tendons are worsening even after the previous treatment has run its course and failed to do anything in the long-run. the pain spiked a few days ago and is not improving.


im not sure why this is happening. i am going back to the doctor in a few days to see what has to be done next but i am losing hope. i am really worried my hands wont heal anymore, this is getting serious and potentially life-altering at this point. wish me luck on somehow finding a way to recover at least a little use back.


I really, really miss making art and music, it has been 5 months now.


it is very hard not to worry about my future because of this issue- i'm already losing out on work, and my already low money is dwindling due to medical and bills, and im really not sure what my future holds.


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Posted by DreamsBellArt - January 18th, 2025


i cannot type much anymore due to my hand damage so i will be terse for the time being.


hand pain got worse again despite rest/ice/compression/etc. would not heal past certain point.

went to doc a 2nd time a few days ago, thinks its likely a form of carpal tunnel, he prescribed me a strong anti-inflammatory medication and an arthritis gel to use for the pain, will see if improvements happen in 1 month, otherwise have to go back and try more extreme treatment.


there is so much art i want to draw, i havent been able to fcreate for about 4 months now and i am miserable and trying to keep patient. i would not wish this fate on any artist


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Posted by DreamsBellArt - January 1st, 2025


Earth and humanity have survived another year. Congratulations, us!

Here's to good fortune in the coming year for everyone.


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Posted by DreamsBellArt - December 20th, 2024


I'm still not healing fully yet... its been almost three months and my hands still aren't usable to draw anything yet without pain/re-damaging... I've been resting them, taking medication, putting ice packs on them. I want to heal...


This has been the most miserable couple of months for me. All the art ideas in my head i desperately want to create but i physically cant. Time is my enemy.


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Please raise your hands and send me your energy...


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Posted by DreamsBellArt - October 9th, 2024


last month I must have used my hands too much while making art, I did draw a lot more than I usually do because I was very inspired to draw, plus my work I am required to do monthly for Patreon. but once the month ended, I had to stop because the tendons along the backs of my hands and wrists have been in burning piercing sharp pain and it feels like healing is taking a long slow time (or not happening?) I have been suffering with this for about 10 days now, and it's entirely my fault for overdoing it.


I've been doing everything I can to try and let them heal, resting and hardly using them for anything, doing wrist stretches, wearing compression gloves. I had to take it slow typing all this up even. I'm not sure if I have tendonitis or carpal tunnel or what, but it hurts like heck and I'm really worried I might have permanently damaged them, which means I might be in danger of not being able to draw anymore. A nightmare for someone like me.


On the plus side, I do have some more art I made last month that I can still post so I'll be posting those every so often for now. Other than that, no new art from me until i'm healed. I'm really worried about all this, and I've been in a very bad state mentally because of it. I don't have any money to visit a doctor, so I'm really on my own here and just hoping I can heal. Wish me luck.


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Posted by DreamsBellArt - May 31st, 2024


Hey everyone. It really is hard for me to ask for help like this, but it's gotten so bad these days that I suppose I have to suck it up and just go for it. Times are tough for me financially lately, and it's gotten pretty worrying on how I'm going to continue paying the bills each month at this rate.


If you'd like to help me out, the best way is to donate to my Patreon, which is here:

[Patreon Link]


Even pledging $1 per month helps, believe me, that sort of thing adds up when multiple people do it, and I'm thankful for anything. Plus even that lowest tier gets to see sketch pages I draw each month!

I also post colored arts and sketch requests for higher tiers as well, as well as music I make, so there's a something posted each month.


If you can't donate then I totally understand, and there's no need for you to explain. I want everyone to be able to comfortably take care of themselves before they even consider donating to me.


Anyway, thanks so much for enjoying the art that I post here to NG. and I'll continue to do so for as long as I am able.


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