im barely able to type much so i will have to take this slow and not say very much.

my hands and arm tendons are worsening even after the previous treatment has run its course and failed to do anything in the long-run. the pain spiked a few days ago and is not improving.

im not sure why this is happening. i am going back to the doctor in a few days to see what has to be done next but i am losing hope. i am really worried my hands wont heal anymore, this is getting serious and potentially life-altering at this point. wish me luck on somehow finding a way to recover at least a little use back.

I really, really miss making art and music, it has been 5 months now.

it is very hard not to worry about my future because of this issue- i'm already losing out on work, and my already low money is dwindling due to medical and bills, and im really not sure what my future holds.